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Songs About Ending It All

by Loestus

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Kon Darp
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Kon Darp I'm glad there's no mud in my ears, because it means I can keep listening to this. Favorite track: Mud.
Han Pedunkten
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Han Pedunkten this will always be one of my favorite albums, and I will never regret accidentally fat fingers dialing Loestus... what a marvelous person and accomplishment this album represents. Favorite track: What I'm Supposed To Do.
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1.
Mud 03:07
there's mud in the air and there's mud in my head and there's mud in my hair and there's mud in my bed with all this mud i don't know what to do 'cause the mud makes it hard to get up and move so i'll drive the wrong side of the roundabout 'til it goes the other way the signs can tell me what to do but i'll tell them what to say i'll drive the wrong side of the roundabout 'til it goes the other way the signs can tell me what to do but i'll tell them what to say there's mud in my eyes and there's mud in my lungs and there's mud on the ladder dripping off of the rungs with all this mud i don't know how i'll be 'cause i don't wanna talk and i don't wanna see so i'll drive the wrong side of the roundabout 'til it goes the other way the signs can tell me what to do but i'll tell them what to say there's mud in the columns and there's mud in the rows and there's mud on my fingers and there's mud in my toes with all this mud i don't know if i'll grow but when you're dealing with mud that's just how it goes so i'll drive the wrong side of the roundabout 'til it goes the other way the signs can tell me what to do but i'll tell them what to say i'll drive the wrong side of the roundabout 'til it goes the other way the signs can tell me what to do but i'll tell them what to say i'll drive the wrong side of the roundabout 'til it goes the other way the signs can tell me what to do but i'll tell them what to say
2.
Like Someone 03:16
feeling the ice on my eyes i don't know why my gaze is frozen on you feeling the fear is my nose watch how it grows hear how it all marches on i don't want to feel like i'm no-one i don't want to feel like i'm someone feeling the heat in my legs out of my way my path is open to you knowing the love in my mind i don't have time melting is all that i know i don't want to feel like i'm no-one i don't want to feel like i'm someone
3.
More Friends 02:25
i've had more friends than i can remember the photographs a crutch i didn't know i would need i never put much thought into how it would end or where they would go or where i would be i hope that we had fun i hope that we had fun i've lost more friends than i can remember i can't seem to find the crutches i need i wish that i had put more thought into how it would end or where they would go or where i would be i hope that we had fun i hope that we had fun
4.
Jeremi 03:54
you could chase that car you could fly real far you could put your life in a wooden jar you could make it into a pearl You could catch that bus You could meet that friend you could walk this path just to see where it ends you could find the end of the world oh where do we go when we all go away jeremi knows the way oh where do we go when we all go away jeremi knows the way you could have that spark hold it in your hand put it in your heart to remember the dam you could watch the lightning unfurl you could catch that train you could leave that frame you could use your breath to replenish the plains you could see the end of the world oh where do we go when we all go away jeremi knows the way
5.
Make Sense 03:04
gather 'round listen up my friends 'cause sometimes i don't make sense someday someone out there will try to tell you how it ends but don't give them any time all they ever do is lie they will tell you everything has been answered in their mind so why is entropy? and why is everything? and what do animals mean? what are they thinking when they go like? gather 'round my friends 'cause maybe you can help make sense of why everybody i know wants to know the end they think it'll bring them peace of mind but they won't like what they find because when you see it from the outside it's all a waste of time why do anything? and how is everything? and what do animals think? what do they all mean when they go like?
6.
i don't know what i was saying oh i don't care where i was going you'll find me where everything falls into place when i see your face oh look at me walking look at me talking look at me doing all the things that i'm supposed to do look at me spending the whole world is ending look at me do exactly what i am supposed to do look at the world end you are my only friend you and i are going to i don't know what i was saying oh i don't care where i was going you'll find me where everything falls into place when i see your face oh the world around me shrinks as i grow up the world around me shrinks as it blows up i don't know what i was saying oh i don't care where i was going you'll find me where everything falls into place when i see your face oh
7.
Star Maps 03:04
come gather around let us sit on a stone we'll count all the demons and we can atone for the things that you never did and i'll never do and all of the times that we hadn't a clue you've got time to Kill i've got time to die i've got the flowers and you've got the flower knife when i was older i could've had all the light now that i'm younger i'm thinking that i just might come gather around you can sit on a throne you can ponder the star maps and i can atone for the things that i'm doing and all that i've done once i am finished then i can have fun you've got time to kill i've got time to die i've got the flowers and you've got the flower knife when i was older i could've had all the light now that i'm younger i'm thinking that i just might
8.
Screens 02:12
my life is caught in between flashing lights and glowing screens i have to get out of here but it's everything that i hold dear our minds are something we lose scientists have yet to disprove wondering where they will go all the things i'll used to know

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Huge thanks to the following awesome people:
Simon the Magpie and the Magpie Pirates, whose community collaborations inspired "Make Sense".
Justice Cow, whose song writing club session inspired "Jeremi".
Ben Levin and Hugo Moroux, whose community collaborations inspired "Like Someone", "What I'm Supposed To Do", and "Star Maps".
Josh Friedman, for teaching me so much about production during the creation of this album, and being so encouraging and nudging me into trying cool new musical things.

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released March 4, 2022

Songs written and performed by Loestus
Produced by Loestus and Josh Friedman
Additional percussion on "Make Sense" by Josh Friedman
Drums on "Star Maps" by Bruno Fidelis
Additional mixing on "Mud" by Rain Musu-B
Album artwork by SpikeyBiscuit

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